My Girlfriend finds it funny, this weekend she fucked A Black Cop (off Duty).. then immediately went and Fucked a Black "Thug" who is a known Gangbanger/drug Dealer in the area... Fucked two Black guys on both sides of the law in the same day 😂 (and she said the "Thug" had a bigger dick, but the Cop busted the bigger cumshot on her).
Freedom does not fear isolation. You are free if you are able to withdraw from others, seeking not their care, their celebrity, their charm, their companionship, their company, their compassion, their concern, their conversation, their curiosity. Surely, freedom must always be balanced with, weighed against, responsibility, but your responsibilities have been conscientiously, methodically, scrupulously eliminated, rendering you free to pursue your only commitment, your only obsession, your only passion – porn.
Except in the context of the porn to which you listen, the porn you watch, the porn you write in virtual environments, realising sexual fulfilment in concealment and invention, rather than in honesty and reality, you have no need, no want for, quotidian social connection, interaction, interruption. You are free if in silence and in solitude, you find serenity rather than loneliness in masturbating, rubbing, stroking, bringing yourself to the verge of orgasm, ejaculation, then backing off. Hour after hour, day after day, edging, submitting, surrendering, then denying, refusing.
If you cannot live alone, be alone, stimulate yourself – always alone, to relinquish self-control, then retain it – you were born a slave to another. There are only two tragedies in the life of a porn addict – not getting want you want, and getting it. As I seek always the extreme – the dirty, nasty, filthy – though I have always been socially anti-social, with only one goal in any and every social encounter – sucking cock, swallowing cum, licking and tonguing yummy buttholes – availing of any and every ejaculation and elimination of men – I have grown to prefer consensual, voluntary slavery, sex and toilet.
So... Funny life event... Me and my girlfriend recently moved into a bigger home (same area, not a far move)... She has been doing her thing, fucking lots of black guys, lots of new black guys, but has about 20-30 "regulars" that she can hook up with at anytime (she could easily send out a few texts and have 5 guys lined up to fuck at different times today... Ironically already has plans with 2... And we have only been awake an hour 🤣).... But... Met the neighbor, and he is one that likes to talk a lot anytime we see each other. Been here a couple weeks... Nice guy, friendly.... I decided to let me know yesterday... "Ummm.. so... Probably none of my business... But wanted to warn you in case you were unaware... But... Umm... I be seeing black guys coming and going from your house all the time while you are at work... I saw like 10 maybe last week". 🤣🤣🤣 Well sir .. it was actually like 20. And all I could come up with on the spot was "oh, they are friends of ours" lol... He looks like he might jerk it to interracial porn.. and 99% sure he has a crush on my girlfriend... So I'm pretty sure he has an idea of what's really going on 🤣🤣
