SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 732.
Some of the truly great gifts that as a budding feminized sissy cuckold I was ever given was from my Mother after she exposed my stealing her dirty tights to wear and making me go put a pair on from the laundry basket so she could see what I looked like.
Aside from the fact that this happened straight after my little penis erecting against the nylon clad sole of her foot that evening and this caused weeks of shame and humiliation that she made devastating with her teasing snide comments about my tiny appendage and how there was little wonder I put on women's things as I was not exactly developing into a man?
But along with all this crushing hazing over my manhood I was also elated as in her own words she was good with me wearing her dirty tights and she even sourced me a nightie and a pair of her slippers to wear with them so I did not look so freakish????
And from then on the little hints and tips started that were like diamonds for one such as me the first being that to get the best out of hosiery it was essential that I shaved my legs and while I was at it any body hair I had which at the time was not a lot as I was never destined to be a gorilla by way of body hair.
The change this made to wearing hosiery was amazing and it was not just the shaving she taught me to moisturize my legs and body with scented creams after each shaving making my whole being feel more silky smooth and feminine.
It's only then that the budding feminized sissy cuckold feels the true delicious power of nylon tights and stockings the sliding and the sensual hiss and kiss of the fine hosiery that make you feel so much more feminine and what you are!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 731.
Just how pathetic and warped us Feminized sissy cuckolds become as we grow into ourselves?
When I was growing up having a small penis was an intense source of pain, shame, humiliation and agony.
For a biological male of sorts the realization that you've come up woefully short is the end of any sort of normal life before it has even started!
Then you go through the years of keeping all your filthy sexual secrets hidden blaming it all on your not having much of a manhood if it could ever be called that as it's basically a disgrace.
The emotional torment you go through from women who see it and almost make the mistake of entertaining it is crushing wiping away any false ideas of you being a man and as this goes on and your dressing up like a fairy more and more and getting your pathetic sexual release by inserting things in your sissy pussy you start to come to terms with yourself?
By the time your a full blown feminized sissy cuckold married to under the stilettoed heel of a woman that never lets you forget your a dud in the penis department you start to get some sort of weird pride that your so small and revel in glee when you meet other sissy cuckolds that are better endowed than you are!
The worst feeling you get is when you meet another sissy cuckold that has an even smaller penis it makes you feel utterly insecure and envious!

SISSY CUCKKOLD HISTORY 730.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I do not think that many of us started off bi sexual which is the pretty name for the depraved cock sucking sissies we are who shamefully in the end have to bow down to the fact we love taking cock like a woman does.
And really when you think about it our sissy pleasure button up our lower fuck hole is the only way sissy cuckolds like us can derive pleasure from sexual activity as our sissy clits are way to useless small and pathetic to be used like real men use their cocks!
Then add to that our sissy cuckold need for sperm and when it's not available pouring out of a woman's pussy or anus we degrade ourselves by opening ourselves up in shame to suck the sperm direct from cock from either gay men, kinky straights? (work that one out?) or if we are really desperate from other pathetic feminized sissy cuckolds even though our sissy milk is the smallest weakest and watery type of ejaculate.
One thing to take heart in is that the older you get as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold is the acceptance of what you are and what you need so the shame and humiliation you feel although still there doing homosexual things gets a little bit easier to shoulder!