SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 729.
As a budding feminized sissy cuckold we all had our own unique experience in having out tight little sissy hole being violated!
And I would suspect to a sissy we all had a wave of fear terror and shame as whatever it was invaded that place?
The thing is from the moment you started sneaking into women's hosiery, lingerie and clothes your back passage the sissy pussy was going to be filled as the sissies in built knowledge that it's not a real man and because women have things put in them so must the sissy!
I started with a bit of self exploration with fingers but nothing more than that and it was with the second woman that played with me Fran that so the saying goes bust my anal cherry.
As already related Fran was a friend of my Mothers who after Pamela got into making me serve her in some very unusual ways and we were laying on her bed both lingerie and hosiery clad, me in make up which Fran had applied and I had already done things to her under her orders that were sexually mind blowing from worshipping her silky stocking clad feet and toes, licking her bottom that she had left very dirty making the anal pleasuring of her a shocking experience that I no less carried out getting shamefully aroused licking her dirty butt clean to eating her unwashed pussy till she had taken herself two massive orgasms.
Now as you might recall from previous posts Fran had been the first woman to feel my little erection (Apart from the night I erected against my Mothers nylon clad foot as I massaged her feet and she had laughed seeing my pathetic sight and had run her stocking clad sole up it telling me that I was to get on with massaging her foot as that was the only important thing happening in the room at that moment?)
Fran was the one that after kissing me at the fancy dress party where I was dressed as a woman and she as a French Prostitute that I was so small that she would not fuck me? and went on to spread the word to everyone at the party that I was a dud down there (you know how women love to gossip)
Anyway back on the bed I watched with bulging eyes as Fran took up from her bedside cabinet a vibrating dildo and proceeded to fuck her pussy with it and after letting me see how she was doing it she got me to take over doing her very wet and gaping pussy in a fucking motion as she went for another climax telling me that I would never be able to pleasure a woman with my tiny penis and women needed cocks that were substantial something I did not possess along with a pile of other humiliating missives over my lack of size that to me were shamefully exciting.
After using the dildo on Fran it lay in the bed wet and glistening with her sludge as we cuddled with Fran scooting up behind me our stocking clad legs hissing and sliding together when suddenly I gasped as she started to caress my bottom and eventually eased first one finger then a second into my tight little virgin sissy pussy making me gasp in first surprise, then a little pain and finally an uneasy comfortable feeling? as she did a fucking motion with her long fingers in my back passage as she whispered to me that this was how girls liked it?
I was as erect as hell and leaking and moaned when she took her fingers away as I had started to feel some very odd emotions with Fran's fingers in me only to become frightened and scared when suddenly she got quite physical with me and Fran was of a size that she could overwhelm me then and she forced my stocking clad legs open and I squealed with surprise when she then roughly pressed something very much larger against my terror twitching sphincter as Fran had taken up the used dildo in her hand and was determined to put it inside of me.
The pain was indescribable as Fran pressing me down with her weight and applying harder pressure kept talking to me saying I needed it dressed as a woman and suddenly I screamed a bit and the head of the dildo popped open my anal ring and entered me!
I remember I was panting "Please!" for her to stop but I think Fran took that as a "Please!" for more and in seconds she had forced the entire thing up my ass making me wail as she told me to relax and it would be ok?
Well it did end up ok as after a bit of her fucking my bottom like I had fucked her pussy with the dildo to pain did ease as I relaxed my emotions in turmoil of shame and humiliation being violated in a gay way even if it was by a woman because not only had there been pain of allowing what no real man would let happen but it was not feeling rather nice a strange all engulfing heat stirring in me and my little penis was harder than I had ever known it painfully so and leaking.
With her other hand as Fran screwed my sissy pussy with the dildo she reached round and started to caress my little penis making me melt and it took mere seconds till I smashed into a violent sissy squirt stuff shooting out all over Fran's bed as she nailed the dildo into me at a furious pace till I was drained and empty!
The first of a life long use of my sissy hole for others pleasure!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 728.
Perfumes are another thing that as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold have always put me into a trance?
Of course different scents smell different on an individual and what suits one woman can smell awful on another so what I am talking about here is individual taste smells that capture you on your Cuckoldress of of some woman passing by in the street that smell's delectable!
My first memories of Perfume on a woman was the White Linen that my Mother used to wear and what with me then being captured to her hosiery and underwear it logged into my so called mind that it was an arousing aroma.
My first wife used to wear Anais Anais that was delectable and when out dating she would go for Poison.
Then there was Tania who had a wide range of scents during the day she used to wear a Avon product called Timeless that on her skin always reminded me of what I called then and to this day slut scent! on Tania is was dizzying to me a real dirty raunchy perfume that lingered on her hosiery and panties and coupled with the stench of sex was devastating.
For evenings Tania would go for Hypnotic Poison or the Female Joop that sadly they stopped producing it came in a blue bottle, both were always in my nostrils when she used to depart for dates and once again made me giddy smelling her later when she had been indulging in sexual intercourse with her men friends!
Other perfumes that get me are Woman by Kalvin Clein, Obsession, The original Jean Paul Gaultier.
I as a Feminized sissy cuckold wear Timeless, Hypnotic Poison, Woman, Lulu and Alien all which are very tarty!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 727.
Tania my second ex wife and Cuckoldress used to love sending me into a pharmacy en femme to purchase for her Magnum xxxl black condoms that she used with some of her clients telling me to ensure I made it perfectly plane that My Wife has sent me to purchase for her the Magnums
She would also demand that as I got the very big condoms I was also to ask for condoms extra small for myself and make sure it was a female assistant I asked help from.
Once I had asked for what was required the penny used to drop with this assistants and I would be squirming with humiliation and shame.
One momentous time the lady serving me called accross to her female collegue "Jenny do we have any petite condoms left in stock?" this was said in front of me and about a dozen other people waiting at the counter!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 726.
For the Feminized Sissy Cuckold either a want to be or a dumped and divorced one seeking a new Cuckoldress my advice is do not be fussy!
There are plenty of women out there who are far more kinky and degenerate than you might think so perserverance is the watch word.
Do not look away from any woman no matter how old, fat, repulsive and off putting they are! they are a woman and as a Feminized sissy cuckold it is your duty and honour to serve them!
There are thank god plenty of ladies out there that are sluts and are not affraid of getting the cock they want and to get one of these princesses is the Mother lode.
There is nothing quite like it for the Feminized Sissy Cuckold than to find once ordered down to lick the exposure of a well used pussy and anus and to lick and clean them is heaven!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 725.
I think we can all think back and review some of the shameful humiliating things we did as budding feminized sissy cuckolds that even to this day make us shudder?
Not saying we regret these actions as getting caught out or exposed in the end was a great relief instead of having to keep our true natures deadly secret.
For me it was not so much being found out that I stole and wore my mothers tights and my addiction to hosiery and feet with the unforgettable night my little penis erected against the sole of her nylon clad foot as I massaged it while we were watching television and her reaction to that and then being told she knew I wore her dirty tights and made me go put a pair on for her to see and then being told I was to wear them daily.
No the real shame I found was another confession but a week or two later when she was interrogating me over things I was up to and I was in such a weak vulnerable state that I let slip I also messed around with her dirty panties that I found in the laundry basket along with the tights.
By this time of an evening I was wearing tights and a nightie she had looked out for me saying it suited hosiery better than a pyjama top and so I was ordered as it was more than a request to show her what I did with her dirty panties.
I was almost crying with shame as I knelt back in front of her after going to the bathroom and fetching a black pair of silky panties that lay at the top of the basket obviously ones that se had been wearing that day and with interest on her face she urged me to show her what I did.
Again I was shamefully erect in front of my Mother as I lifted the gusset of her dirty panties to my lips giddy with the smell and the sight of the patch of tacky gunge on the material and with my other hand I touched my little penis as I began to lick the mess from the gusset!
It was not the licking up of the slime that got me a telling off but because i had the nerve to touch myself through the tights that brought a tirade of disgust from my Mother making me snap my hand away but far from that being the end of it she coldly said " you should be concentrating on licking my panties clean to get them ready for washing not fiddling with yourself like some degenerate pervert!"

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 724.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I totally addicted to hosiery in all its forms not only on myself but on women and even other sissies!
It is a crying shame that at present women seem to have turned their backs on femininity and its only a small but significant section of women that wear them and know the feminine power of hosiery.
It's awful these days to see how women are dressing are the deliberately making themselves unfeminine and unattractive by the advent of them donning ugg boots and jellies on their feet combined with leggings and sloppy t-shirts and fleece tops in the winter.
It takes the biscuit that if a less than good looking lady is in a nice pair of heels hosiery and a skirt with nice top men will look and appreciate who and what she is! Christ they are even eyeing up us sissies because we dress in what was once the preserve of women!
I hope like everything things go in cycles and women come round to celebrating their femininity again and understand the power that gives them over males and us mere feminized sissy cuckolds who are here to serve them!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 723.
Did it take you long when you evolved into a Feminized Sissy Cuckold to come to terms with having to eat pussy, clean ass and suck cocks that were in an appalling state?
I am not taking here about the good honest pussy or anal cream pie or post wet cock sucking clean! I am referring to women and men taking advantage of the Sissy Cuckolds unwritten law that they cannot refuse to clean anyone?
Many a time I have felt physically sick with tears running down my cheeks as I have licked a pussy that's stinks worse than a trash can on a hot summers day that had off fish in it!
What crushes you is the glee in the woman's face that she has the power to make you eat and clean her no matter the awful state she has got herself into!
And then there is the murky subject of her anus and all the stuff that slides or oozes out of that sexual organ that she will also fully expect you to clean and eat.
And it does not stop with women! guys into abusing feminized sissy cuckolds like nothing better that tormenting the feminized sissy cuckold with their smelly, slimy dirty cocks!
I even had one experience when with Helen my prostitute lady friend we watched two guys get it on and some serious assfucking occurred and after the dom guy had dumped his load up the subbies ass he ordered me to suck his cock clean that was slick with the submissive shit!
Of course neither he or Helen would allow me to not do it so there under the mirthful gaze of Helen and the just fucked submissive I sucked the Masters cock clean!