SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 731.
Just how pathetic and warped us Feminized sissy cuckolds become as we grow into ourselves?
When I was growing up having a small penis was an intense source of pain, shame, humiliation and agony.
For a biological male of sorts the realization that you've come up woefully short is the end of any sort of normal life before it has even started!
Then you go through the years of keeping all your filthy sexual secrets hidden blaming it all on your not having much of a manhood if it could ever be called that as it's basically a disgrace.
The emotional torment you go through from women who see it and almost make the mistake of entertaining it is crushing wiping away any false ideas of you being a man and as this goes on and your dressing up like a fairy more and more and getting your pathetic sexual release by inserting things in your sissy pussy you start to come to terms with yourself?
By the time your a full blown feminized sissy cuckold married to under the stilettoed heel of a woman that never lets you forget your a dud in the penis department you start to get some sort of weird pride that your so small and revel in glee when you meet other sissy cuckolds that are better endowed than you are!
The worst feeling you get is when you meet another sissy cuckold that has an even smaller penis it makes you feel utterly insecure and envious!

SISSY CUCKKOLD HISTORY 730.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I do not think that many of us started off bi sexual which is the pretty name for the depraved cock sucking sissies we are who shamefully in the end have to bow down to the fact we love taking cock like a woman does.
And really when you think about it our sissy pleasure button up our lower fuck hole is the only way sissy cuckolds like us can derive pleasure from sexual activity as our sissy clits are way to useless small and pathetic to be used like real men use their cocks!
Then add to that our sissy cuckold need for sperm and when it's not available pouring out of a woman's pussy or anus we degrade ourselves by opening ourselves up in shame to suck the sperm direct from cock from either gay men, kinky straights? (work that one out?) or if we are really desperate from other pathetic feminized sissy cuckolds even though our sissy milk is the smallest weakest and watery type of ejaculate.
One thing to take heart in is that the older you get as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold is the acceptance of what you are and what you need so the shame and humiliation you feel although still there doing homosexual things gets a little bit easier to shoulder!