Until now I still dream of getting an orgasm from my husband. Maybe it's my destiny to be enough to enjoy an orgasm from masturbation.
Apart from that, my imagination is visiting a nudist resort, being naked all the time while doing all the daily activities and being a friendly woman serving the residents of the nudist resort who need my body to vent their lust.
There is always a longing for you
What remains at a twilight
And I'm getting restless
Because I don't want the night to quickly say hello
You always have a dream
When I feel your shadow
Until I lose
Before I can hug you
You always have a story
When the fingers intertwine
skin and skin touch each other
a tongue that is not tired of fondling every corner of the body
And hearts flatter each other
To you there is never an end
Don't you feel too
Cold starts to creep into our conversation
What's your question?
It's just a formality
Try asking your heart again
Should we break up or continue
We are maintaining a relationship
Or just delaying farewell
I woke up again
Among the silence
Just a busy mind
Cursing myself
Can't go back
'To change the storyline
…When they ask for laughter
It turns out that willing is not as easy as saying
…No need to worry, I'm just hurt
Get used to pretend to laugh
But can I just cry for once?
Before going back to lying
…When you are tired
Stop first
Give space, give time
… They say, "Just be thankful"
Even though willing is not as easy as saying
…No need to worry, I'm just hurt
Get used to pretend to laugh
But can I just cry for once?
Before going back to lying
Ku terbangun lagi
Di antara sepi
Hanya pikiran yang ramai
Mengutuki diri
Tak bisa kembali
'Tuk mengubah alur kisah
… Ketika mereka meminta tawa
Ternyata rela tak semudah kata
… Tak perlu khawatir, ku hanya terluka
Terbiasa 'tuk pura-pura tertawa
Namun bolehkah s'kali saja ku menangis?
Sebelum kembali membohongi diri
… Ketika kau lelah
Berhentilah dulu
Beri ruang, beri waktu
… Mereka bilang, "Syukurilah saja"
Padahal rela tak semudah kata
… Tak perlu khawatir, ku hanya terluka
Terbiasa 'tuk pura-pura tertawa
Namun bolehkah s'kali saja ku menangis?
Sebelum kembali membohongi diri